I have finally reached this age where I am going to be prioritizing on taking care of my self more, focusing on what I want and continue doing what's right. I've thought about it for many times, how I want to declutter my whole life, when I started, I had tons of savings that I did not even imagine. I really was doing many unnecessary things, and they've taken my time away from me.
One more step, I've been thinking about is I would want to go back how my blog used to be, just telling my whole life, That's it. I love doing extra gigs but I think its time I go back on focusing content I really want and I'm planning to step back even more, planning to get back to blogger domain. Yes, I'm leaving .com for now. Don't get me wrong, I love the opportunities I had with being in realm of .com, however, that's also where it felt like it shrouded the real path I wanted to take. I was happier and felt no weigh on my shoulders when my blog was not on business class, honestly I didn't know why I wanted to be in that domain address, I thought it just sounded nice.
Its been a few months since I started on my decluttering series and it was life changing, I have more time focusing on what I love most, and even surprised on being sponsored to draw again which is one of my life goals.
This seems more like a risk for some people I asked for opinion, but for me, its rather the change that I've been looking forward to, since afterall, when I made my blog I never intended it to be a competitive one, Its mostly to have all my beautiful memories stored in a visual or written form.
A lot of people told me that I should make a new one, but I didn't feel like making something new was the case, after all, the fun memories I have with this current one I have, Reshadollyprincess, has only just started. I was just sometimes taken back by a few obstacles, but all the memories are now overflowing in my drive and shouting to be shared, and this does not include those I will be doing in the future.
I got tons of sponsorship nowadays, but I've decided to filter those I can only do. I would love to have them all but I wouldn't push myself to the breaking point. Some people already noticed that I'm exhausted with living issues and I needed a break that will help me think of the things I should focus into.
I'm also sorry for my bf, lately I needed time for my own and it was rewarding, I might be focusing even more for myself from now on. He says he's ok with it and even likes the fact that he sees me doing the things that really interests me. He knows I like what Im doing when hours passed and I said the time is too short I feel even more vigorous doing it. I gave him reward secretly on National Boyfriend's day as he supported me each day I focused on my goals.
Lately, it was wonderful. I feel that my family from the other side has given me gifts and answers that I never thought of. They feel nearer to me , bf said its amplified because its their months, I miss them a lot, especially my dad, grandpa and grandma.
So, with that ahead, I'll be looking forward for this new change, while I cherish each moment I have.
I hope you also find your way and your certain contentment in life, because that's where the real meaning truly lies.
