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    Trixia Salonga

    Hi! I'm Trixia and welcome to my slice of life. I'm not your average blogger, I'm a hybrid of multi-dimensional shoujo, a rare breed of legal loli and a unique original producer of ideas and inspiration. My path goes on the other side of the road which is less traveled, where thrill and excitement rests. This blog holds my inner thoughts, experiences, opinions and out-of-the-ordinary theories which I keep as a journal of my life's highlights. Contact me at reshadollyprincess@gmail.com for collaboration


    Joining the headgear contest

    I've made a decision to join in this year's headgear competition, a digital art contest that where I can share the characters headgear design, I've worked on my preliminary submission work which took me for at least 2 hours to finish. I know I lack in speed but I decided to join in and have fun.


    Antler girl for preliminary round of headgear competition at Ragnarok

    After submission, I received a confirmation two days before the contest and I was happy that I'd get to join a brand new competition in my life. The only time I competed for my art was back at school and I admit that I dont have much confidence in my work. I was encouraged to join as a special person told me that its time for me to harness the skills and awaken this sleeping talent I forced to put to sleep.

    All I know is that I would be using a Huion tablet which I havent tried and I am anxious what program they'll let us use.

    The day before, there was an email confirmation that I'll also attend as media and I felt the pressure seep into me.


    The day of the event



    We've arrived at the venue early in at around 9 or 10, we were led to a special entrance for media. The staff assisted us with all the questions especially when they got confused that I was also looking for the booth of headgear competition. It wasnt my first time to get inside the skydome, the last time I was inside, i was at talentadong pinoy show, this time the whole venue was given life with the picturesque castle stone pavillion and walls.

    stage at ragnafest 2018
    Cosplayer photbooth at ragnafest 2018
    A stage was set-up and a small stylish area for guests and players to seat in front with snacks has been set-up. Booths are located on the sides.









    headgear competition area

    huion booth at ragnafest 2018

    It didn't take very long, we started out very early after the orientation at 11 am, I signed up for one hour early slot and took it, its only 45 mins draw for all sides and I could feel that its going to be difficult to get a good line highlight for my
    work, so I made a sketch.
    The best thing is that they let us have references, I took mine with one of the sketches I had a few days back.









    Entry for Ragnarok Ragnafest 2018 headgear competition

    I didnt finish the lining and color, as I thought, it took me sometime to get acquianted with the tablet or photoshop, this has become my weakness as I am not trained to make vectors with that program, added to my lack of speed practice. Someone noticed one of the competitors tablet didnt work, it wasnt the program, so they changed it and took 5 minutes from him. Oh dear, and I was on thinking of buying a unit from them, this did have a point of realization that maybe durability might become an issue in the future, and thats the top priority I always look for.

    A Swinging Brunch


    tambayan ni pedro at sm north edsa
    After the contest, we went out to have out branch, I was looking forward to eat unli-rice at mang inasal but boy, all seats are taken! We saw an attractive swing dining set up called tambayan ni Pedro and the menu is similar with mang inasal, so we tried it out. The chicken I had was crispy, slightly burnt sides but didnt affect the juicy taste. Their oil was savory when drenched to my rice however, my companion, a food critic told me that each flavor was too strong for him that there was no harmony on them anymore, he noticed I stopped and didn't finish on my second rice which is odd because I always do, he said thats its probably terminated my appetite. For me, it was good and seating on a swing in the middle of the mall added to comfort and amusement, although I was annoyed with the kid on my back trying to bang the swing all the time since each swing is cramped up. Overall, it was a good experience and we had great conversation.


    Program start

    The time we went back, we were expecting that the program had moved on to its schedule, but we were surprised that it hasn't started yet, the schedule had a difference of around 3 hours. It started with a joyful playing of drums by Batangas drummers and their dances, bring me games which had a few accidents to cosplay part.

    That small drama

    Ms. Myrtle at Ragnafest 2018
    The start of the cosplay though, we noticed that there seem to be something odd with the movement of the organizers and they remove the set up of the middle mini sala and modified it, it seemed that a certain group of individuals had set comfy to sit in and ate the snacks provided for myrtle, the intl guests and players, so they decided to remove the grass walls and only placed one long sofa infront, eventually these group of people went home, when all was clear, the cosplay competition started and Myrtle was able to finally have a seat in-front.


    The organizers had everything all set up at the very start, the mini sala was meant for her to stay there and comment on the game throughout the program, but since this group of people had occupied the seats, it was only the time of judging that she came out.

    I might check this on shelves later at stores...

    When I got thirsty, I went to check the booth of natures spring, I tried their testers and I thought Id get a normal water, I was surprised it tasted like apple juice, it made me reminisce how I relied on apple juices when i was trying to remedy my soda dependency when I was a child, and with the one I took, I guess its less effort to mix apple juice powder anymore. It satisfied and quenched my thirst on just a shot glass amount, I might look for it in the shelves when i get by at store.

    Winners...
    There were donuts on the other side and a picture booth with the cute cosplay girls which I shyly didn't pose with. Around 7 pm, they announced the winners of the headgear and cosplay competition, I didn't win any place this time but I loved the new experience and feeling I had the time I was in the competition, it felt like having a national exam to set an adrenaline rush and thoroughly activating my artistic sense, it was totally worth it! I'll just work on my pace and learn more about vector art in Photoshop so I'll be able to deliver a better graphics next time.


    The difference with former events...

    After the announcement, we packed our bags and went home. I was surprised that the game program lasted for more than the time when I fell asleep at around 2 am onwards, but my companion told me that it usually does last that long, even before. I also checked the facebook post voting at their page, I forgot that they also need the likes from audience at around 20% to choose the winner of the artworks. My companion told me that the rules are way better than before because it the voting system was done before through cosplay and judged onsite by audiences, meaning, you could bring your very own army to vote for you, which is a total dismay or disadvantage especially to those that do not have the support onsite, he even stressed that he was in disappointment before since he saw an incredible craftmanship and play execution from a cosplayer but since the voting had played a huge part of the judging, he didn't win. He stressed that headgear competition back then wasn't digital but made with real materials that was only judged onsite as well, he said that it's better that they placed in the voting system to this side of the contest. The cosplay competition's judging was done fair as when the winners was announced, a brief explanation of their win was given and it we all agreed with the outcome, a congratulations for the winners!

    A sobing child

    While, I was on my way home, I sulk with my companion as to how I've become dormant with my artistic dreams and blamed it mostly with adulting life that I certainly cannot remove, but after a day of endless whining I've halted and moved on, because the challenge for this dreamy artistic session has just started and it's continuing in my life moving forward, I felt relieved and excited that it doesn't have to end. Plus, someone want's to buy me the most expensive Huion tablet just to cheer me up, oh, if you are reading this, thank you. I'd gladly appreciate and accept the cheer, hehehe.


    Appreciation

    So, that is overall my first time experience attending Ragnafest, It was totally memorable, the drama, emotions and memories that I felt along from this event I will cherish and add to lifetime smiling memory album on my amygdala.

    Thank you very much for the most warm welcome Ragnafest staff and all those that made a successful memorable evening before the month of Christmas.


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    . Monday, November 26, 2018 .

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    . Friday, November 23, 2018 .

    I'll be attending tomorrow's event as both media and contender. See you guys tomorrow and a happy competition tomorrow :) Sooo excited... wiii



    Here is the press release:



    November 24, 2018 – Quezon City, Philippines - Ragnarok Online players from all over the Philippines gather in the SM North EDSA Skydome to attend Ragnafest 2018, a whole-day celebration of everything that is Ragnarok Online. Players are able to enjoy a full day of games, amazing prizes, and intense competition, culminating with the much-awaited finals of the Ragnarok Philippine Championships, or RPC. As the day goes on, players can win more prizes and merchandise, such as Ragnarok Online shirts, Angeling plush toys, and of course, in-game rewards. “Ragnafest 2018 is the biggest event we’ve had in the Philippines so far. We think that such dedicated players deserve a fun event like this! We’re all looking forward to bigger things to come in the years ahead, especially since Electronics Extreme is coming to the Philippines,” said Tun Santianuchit of Electronics Extreme. Ragnarok Online was the game that started the Massively Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game craze in the Philippines. Launched in 2002, Ragnarok Online, or RO as the players called it, was the first game of its kind in the country, and became a phenomenon. The game had a run of more than a decade before closing its servers in 2015. When the game was relaunched in 2017 under Thai award-winning publisher Electronics Extreme, Filipino fans once again logged in and dusted off their armor. Players and fans once again made it a craze, and the game was shared with all ages, from millenials, young professionals, and to those families who want to relive their adventures. Ragnarok Online continues to be a phenomenon to this day, and will continue to be in the hearts of the Filipino gamers for years to come.

    . Tuesday, November 13, 2018 .

    Hello.


    It's been a while and the last time you've probably seen me is through my last posts on my profile timeline, I wonder if you've noticed that lately I became a guest to a game show which I feel is a birthday present. This was months ago that I'm talking to you about, but I feel that I should share with you a different side of the adventure.

    The question was who has the longest hair which runs past the waistline. The contestant was able to choose 2 correct answers by choosing the other girl choices and on the very last option, confusion set in and the contestant chose the wrong girl which set the bomb to go off. Don't worry, it was just like a powder bomb. Turns out, if contestant chose me as the right answer, he would have won.

    On the backstage, you can already hear the voices of people including the seniors who shout their bets, I believe the contestant has faith with them, they were right on the first two, but why would they go wrong with the last choice, which was me.

    The choices and audience meet on the same spot, they saw us all even I on my long hair, but how did it get to the point that they don't recognize that I was with the long golden hair even taking lots of selfies with them.

    That is what I wanted to talk to you guys about.

    The one thing that you'd check most is the thickness of the bun, if you'll see mine, it has been binded well that you thought it won't get past my waistline. It was only flattened with flat iron and binded normally, but how'd that happen that the audience nor contestant did not even choose me?

    When I was summoned, it was sudden that I only have the night to prepare. I came rushing in to a nearby drugstore and bought hot oil, I thought this might be needed so as to help with the easy hair fix, I didn't know this did a good job. After I applied and air dried hair it became so soft and straight, but there's one thing I noticed, I got less hair than I had before. Yes, I would like to tell you that my hair hasn't been in the best condition these months. I am to blame. I am scheduled to undergo repair treatments since my last collaboration months ago and I did not go. I completely ignored my hair, I figured out how engrossed I was with my new streaming career that I never wanted to go anywhere. If I have another side of me, she'd probably hit my head with a fan. I feel guilty. Unlike my first bleaching treatment, I was diligent to go with the repair treatments and I suffer the consequences. Hell, did I not even pick up the free repair shampoos, thats the extent.

    When he did not choose me, I reflected on my past actions. It wasn't the first time that I became engrossed to what I love doing but I feel that this has became a blessing in that it made me realize to take good care of myself even more. Yet still, here I am writing up my guilt but I only made little effort with the repair treatments which should've been consistent.

    By the way, the video for the game show is also on my youtube page, you may check it out, type reshadaseamaiden and it's named SIMPLE BLESSINGS.

    Not only did I have the opportunity to prove to you guys that I am a breathing human being, but I myself had hit a hard realization. When I was young, which please don't ask about my age, I never did care about my health at all, I always recover immediately anyway but it is true that if you continously neglect it will eventually take toll on you and before you know it, it's difficult or impossible to bring back optimum health.

    Lately, I've been hanging out with younger individuals and most of them are in more stress than youths before, both mentally and physically. They usually push themselves to the breaking point. I've had moments like those when I was younger and the same age, but I can observe that it's has gotten a lot worse with today's youth pressure.

    I've been away for a while though, soon I might even be thinking of getting further looking into a good self-meditation in a fresher environment, but with the months that gone by, it cleared my mind, better organized both thoughts and things around me, made sound decisions and finally taking care of myself.

    I may be as quiet as the wind but I slash though.

    Creativity is on the highest peak and efficiency stabilized. I can feel better control of my actions and sound mind. I am loving the peacefulness I feel nowadays.

    I only wish I can meet with some of my busy bee friends for a cup of tea. I miss them, they are far away and although technology helps a lot with communication, nothing beats with meeting them in person.

    How about you, would you choose me as your right answer?
    . Thursday, October 25, 2018 .

    Philippines, 17 October 2018 – Exciting line-ups of the best Japanese drama and variety show is coming this October, brought to you by GEM. Start your month full of smiles with Kazunari Ninomiya’s witty comments on NINOSAN. Fall in love together wih Akira and Kosei on Weakest Beast. Join in tricky investigations with cop and robber duo on Cops’n Robbers. At the end of the month, relax and sit back with TOKYO alien BROS. and get to know kawaii Japanese culture through Way Too Kawaii!

    Weakest Beast


     Starring Yui Aragaki as Akira Shinkai and Ryuhei Matsuda as Kosei Nemoto, Weakest Beast is written by Akiko Nogi. Weakest Beast is the 4th drama in which Aragaki and Akiko Nogi work together.

    Weakest Beast follows the story of Akira Shinkai and Kosei Nemoto. Despite being loved by everyone, perfect-girl Akira Shinkai wants to break free from her painstakingly-maintained image and be her true self. She meets a street-smart ladies’ man, Kosei Nemoto, at a craft beer bar where working adults gather to unwind. As charming as he appears to be, he trusts no one and is cynical about everything.

    Despite having an extensive filmography with a wide range of roles, Matsuda has less TV drama works, especially in romance genre. “I believe everyone has an unseen side of him and the portrayals of that side of him vary from person to person. Be it distinctive or vague, I hope to portray them in a style that is unique to Nemoto,” said Matsuda, who is best known for his role as a part of Japanese gangster in the sequel of The Raid, called Berandal.

    Ryuhei Matsuda also shared his hope for the role that he plays on the drama, “This role is going to be fun and I am looking forward to it. It would be great if there were twists to the fabric of relationships between men and women. I hope to portray the role of Kosei Nemoto based on my intuitive feelings of the character; a character that will speak whatever that comes to his mind,” said Matsuda.

    Finally collaborating again after 11 years, Aragaki shared her experience in working together with Matsuda, “It has been 11 years since Matsuda and I last starred together in a movie; I am elated to work with him again and it is a treasured opportunity for me. Back then, I was still a high school kid. This time, I will do my best to showcase a different set of acting skills and not to be a burden to him,” said Aragaki.

    An original love comedy that delves into topics on the realities of adults, such as how one lives in society with concealed emotions, Weakest Beast follows the romantic journey of two complete strangers, who are never brutally honest and guard their hearts. Can they finally follow their instincts and let their feelings lead the way?
    Weakest Beast airs every Saturday at 7.30PM, same week as Japan.

    Below is the interview:

    Weakest Beast Every Sat, 7.30PM (6.30PM JKT/BKK).

    Same Week as Japan

    Starring: Yui Aragaki, Ryuhei Matsuda and Kei Tanaka.

     Q 1: Please tell us about your role in the drama. Yui Aragaki:

    My role, Akira, is a capable woman at work and has a boyfriend. While everything seems to be going smoothly, she's been tiring herself out from being too considerate. When she is working hard on something, she is always smiling. Even when she wants to convey something to people, she does it with a smile in order not to spoil the atmosphere. I think it is important to portray that, so I intentionally pull up my lips for a bigger smile.

     Ryuhei Matsuda: My character, Kosei Nemoto, has a sharp tongue. While the characters that the other cast members portray cannot express themselves genuinely, my character, Kosei, is one who speaks his mind. I pay attention to bring out his aggressive personality in my portrayal of Kosei.

    Q 2: How is the atmosphere like on set? Yui Aragaki: The director does not rehearse much. Even for the actual shoot, it was more or less done in just one take and we just keep going with the flow. It felt like the story unfolded quickly. But if there is something in particular that he wants to shoot, then the pace would slow down, and we will take things step by step. It was rather strange.

     Ryuhei Matsuda: There are not too many rules and it is very enjoyable to work on the set.

    Q 3: How do you feel about working with each other again after 11 years?

    Yui Aragaki: As compared to the past, we have more topics to talk about now and I find it enjoyable. Ryuhei Matsuda: She was 18 when we first met. I was only in my early twenties, so we were both very young. I cannot recall what we talked about, but I feel that I have grown up.

    Yui Aragaki: Indeed. Both have us have grown up. Ryuhei Matsuda: Aragaki-san is really mature.

     Q 4: This is the 4th time that you are working on a drama scripted by Akiko Nogi. How do you feel about it and what are you looking forward to?

    Yui Aragaki: I trust her a lot. I was very excited from when I was offered the role and looking forward to the shoot. I was able to start the shoot feeling very assured. I am grateful to be able to work with her on so many occasions.

     Q 5: This is your (Ryuhei Matsuda) first lead role in a drama series with Nippon TV. What are your thoughts about it? Ryuhei Matsuda: I'll do my best (makes a pose)!

     Q 6: What advice do you have for people who cannot express their true self? Yui Aragaki: Probably just "please watch the drama." Ryuhei Matsuda: (laughs) The answers are in the drama. Yui Aragaki: You are right! Ryuhei Matsuda: They might be able to relate. Yui Aragaki & Ryuhei Matsuda: And use them as references. Yui Aragaki: And feel encouraged and be understood … I think people who are struggling with expressing themselves and having a hard time could possibly find something that they can relate to. By watching how the characters meet and how they progress, we hope the audiences will feel better after watching the drama.

    Ryuhei Matsuda: Just as what Aragaki-san said, be it work or relationship, there are people who cannot express themselves or do not understand their feelings or clueless about what they really need - this is a story about a helpless group of people. I think everyone would probably have experienced something similar. The actors in this drama play different characters. I hope the audiences can find themselves in these characters and enjoy the drama.

     NINOSAN


    Featuring Kazunari Ninomiya of ARASHI, the 2nd best-selling boyband in Asia under Johnny & Associates, NINOSAN first premiered on Nippon TV in April 2013. NINOSAN started as a short ‘experimental’ program, with Nino working with different directors to produce different segments every week.

    Despite having starred in numerous television drama, movie and stage productions, hosting NINOSAN was Nino’s first time to be the sole MC of a program. Nino will bring you through different topics with his witty comments. The everchanging themes, guests, and sets are the true unique appeal of the show that keeps the programme feels refreshing and new. Call it a talk show, a quiz show, a game show, an animal act or even a food programme, NINOSAN has everything under the house!
    NINOSAN airs every Friday at 8.30PM.

     Cops’n Robbers


    Novice detective, Tsutomu Madarame, is assigned to the Third Investigative Unit of the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department that investigates thefts. Unenthusiastic Tsutomu loses his motivation for his job in the face of the police organization's logic and reality. One day, he meets the legendary master thief, Kemuri Garasu (Smoky Crow), who leaves no traces and whom no one has ever seen. For some reason, Kemuri meddles with Madarame at every opportunity and even helps him solve cases. Watch how this extremely unlikely ‘cop and robber’ duo work together!
    Cops’n Robbers premieres on October 17, every Wednesday at 9PM, same week as Japan.

     Way Too Kawaii!


    Why would anyone debate over denier tights, animal print trends and even types of fluffy pancakes with heaps of whipped cream? The ace of a large publishing company, Yoshitaka Niimi, is unexpectedly transferred from a literary editorial department to Pipin, a Harajuku-style fashion magazine. A resentful Niimi soon realizes that the job is not simple and superficial after witnessing the professionalism of the various hardworking people who create kawaii culture. He decides to be professional about his work and begins to understand the passion that fuels the job and its people!
    Way Too Kawaii! Premieres on October 22, every Monday at 9.00PM, same week as Japan.




    TOKYO alien BROS.
    In year 2020, a creature from outer space appears before white-haired university student, Fuyunosuke. Realizing that this creature is his brother, he names him Natsutaro, to fit into his surroundings of Tokyo. The alien brothers are on a surveillance mission to find out if their species could survive on another planet. While on Earth, the brothers must learn about humans and the only way is to interact with them. What will the alien brothers discover in Tokyo?
     TOKYO alien BROS. premieres on October 22, every Monday at 9.35PM.

    WHERE TO GET GEM
    GEM is available on SKYCable Channel 116 in Metro Manila and on Channel 222 in Cebu, Davao, Bacolod, Iloilo, and Baguio, as well as other cable operators nationwide.
    About GEM
    GEM - your preferred destination for the best of Japanese entertainment. A joint venture between Sony Pictures Television (SPT) Networks and Nippon Television Network Corporation, GEM enjoys access to exclusive Japanese content from Nippon TV. The channel features first-run and exclusive dramas and variety entertainment shows from Japan. This includes selected prime time dramas airing same time and within the same week of their broadcast in Japan. Other special programs include a local GEM audition for the Japanese variety show - 'I Can Sing in Japanese!' and the live broadcast of the music festival 'THE MUSIC DAY' with performances by Hey! Say! JUMP in Hong Kong beamed live. In addition, GEM takes its shows beyond the screen and into the lives of viewers with artiste meet-and-greet events with Japanese stars Kento Yamazaki and Hayami Mocomichi.
    Visit www.GEMtvasia.com, and join the conversation @GEMtvasia on Facebook and Twitter.

    Photos are not mine, Credits to Gem TV.

    . Tuesday, October 16, 2018 .






    It took a month for me to realize and finally get to my healing process. If you're wondering what I mean by "healing" it's the literal word of alleviating or relief. What was I healing for?

    To be totally honest, I've been damaged emotionally. I've dedicated my time, focus and effort for a benefit of others that I myself was thought like "maleficent". I was devastated and just like maleficent I wanted to close myself from the outside world, I generalize thoughts that all people are the same as the ones who have done harm and became "absent" from online community. In doing so, I went out of my shell, met new friends, reconnected with the physical world and learned to looked at the world clearly. It was not easy though, in 2 weeks I feel the need to go back and doubted myself, but after those weeks I began to realize that isn't so and finally was able to get back on track of what my goals are, everything that happened made me realize that I should never forget my real goal, maybe it's time to be a bit more selfish and focus on attainment on that goal. I've had given so much to everyone but what I was given back was all negativity, I was not expecting anything from people but least the negativeness have trampled and made my goals dim.

    Surprisingly, I was healed by an old hobby I love. Creating memories and documenting them, we really are too much indulged into the high-tech era that there are beautiful experiences we often miss. I sincerely thank you my supporters for helping me get back on track, you've all noticed the changes and helped me get up and stand on my feet again.

    The journey really isn't about how hard you fall but how you were able to rise up from falling.

    I am thankful that this happened, so I realize what I should focus on and be more eager to attain my goals. Amazing how the best teacher gives you the best lesson that you'll never forget and it's the proof of bountiful living. For you, that is confused, all I can say is be patient, like really patient. Sometimes, it takes years for the answer to come, but it will come, everything does happen for a reason and I've witnessed and seen it so just trust on the journey and enjoy what life has to offer.
    . Monday, October 01, 2018 .



    I  have now a regret in my life, my lingering regret is that I wish I had blogged this sooner  they'll be able to prepare for another season of these favorite anime that ended so just and left me with white dry eyes. Most of these anime are so good but it feels like they just jampacked the story in 12 episodes and ended up with no follow up season. Where's the justice men?

    So, without further ado, here are my list of animes that I would want to have another season.

    1. Yuragi-sou no Yuuna-san

    This anime just ended two days ago and I was left shocked. I was definitely not ready that it ended up with a simple backstory of two ghost lovers with lingering regrets. I was looking forward to see that story of Yuuna disappearing because she finally was able to attain her lingering regret, it was on the first few episodes that I saw some type of sneak peak and i thought it'd come to that point. Huh.

    Nevertheless, the story is great. I like the fact that Kogarashi feels like Ainz Ool Gown in strength because of his past possessions, and with his harem adventurous, but I never get the thought in mind that he is falling for Yuuna, she is after all, beautiful and strong-willed, which makes her unresistable. I still want to know if she really is a ghost because I'm already theorizing that she's a Yokai because of her difference with other bounded ghosts.

    2. Isekai Izakaya

    You're kidding, right? Why did you just ended this all weeks awaited anime and whats more, you made me wait two weeks just for the next episodes to premiere, what is this, a torture?

    Isekai Izakaya is my preferred amongst the both the Isekai anime's that was released few months ago. To compare with food, Isekai Izakaya is your all time favorite everyday classic dishes, while the other Isekai are those with rare, exquisite heavy meals ordered mostly on high end restaurants only. Isekai Izakaya is friendly and light weight to all audiences, and you'd always feel the joy and warmth of the regular customers in their diner.
    Customers there were so supportive of the diner that they'd go lengths in times of the diner's need, thats something that you'd rarely see. Plus, I could definitely feel that there's cupid in the Air between Taishou and Shinobu, dont you guys wanna know too?



    3. Dragon Maid Kobayashi

    This anime silently ended its last episode but with launch of new anime, the craze was directed and since then, not much is heard for the next season. Kobayashi's anime story has so much to tell, especially with Tohru's other world stories, there are just so many questions on what the other world is like and where all the cup D dragons came from, I don't think it all ends just there, right?



    4. Megalobox

    I never or rarely even mentioned this on Geek radio, but I have been hooked up on non other than a unique concept of boxing using technology, and with the protagonist making way through the championship without this certain "gear". I am not specifying that I want to see more of his story because he has already retired, but I know on the list of top 200 megalo boxers, I want to know others story on their way to top. I see it as the side story of where Hunter X Hunter's Gon and Killua tower tournament fight. Now, give us more juice, please.


    5. The Master of Ragnarok and blesser of Eihenjer

    This anime ended suddenly, that it felt really rude. There were so much other stories each event rises, but the ending focused to the main characters love story as if you've been fed in force of the words "and they lived happily ever after". I was able to watch the episodes because I have taken liking to knowing how they incorporate history and the anime's story. It felt like a modern way to learn history anime style, but ending it that sudden is like serving a bland dish without any condiments and sequenced course of appetizers, main dish, side dishes, dessert and so forth. Nevertheless, the anime has hope because I've seen some points where they  may open a new topic. Just the part of the history where protagonists follows was not even emphasized and expanded, it would be great to see all his accomplishments or challenges to building an epic empire of history.


    6. Monster Musume

    Almost every one of my friends who are into monsters girls knows that this is their holy grail. It is because of this anime that Monster girls made their way to the top of the most wanted list. Now, how in the world did this anime not have another season around? You're joking, right? We, monster girl lovers would soon crawl under the studio's creator bed and choke them with our monster tails just to convince another season soon.

    How about you? Do you have any other anime that ended abruptly and you'd want them to continue?
    If you do, indicate through my comment and hoping this would be read by one of a good studio would continue in the future.


    . Saturday, September 22, 2018 .



    Hi There!

    I've received cute gifts this birth month and would like to share them to you. First, I want to to thank Mom, Ms. Julie and Sis Loida for the gifts. They are all so cute and helpful, I can't wait to carry them with me.


    Given by Ms. Julie, these Pastel undies are two match darlings, they are just perfect for pairing with my pastel clothes and would blend well with the fashion. Although, these babies are never seen me wearing on cam, they are candy to my eyes at times I take glances in mirror in it. This just sets the mood of the days fashion, now I know why yandere-chan prioritizes which undies to wear at school.

    Courtesy of Ms. Loida,
    A mini Hello Kitty pink wallet that fits not only phone but almost all essentials on the go. I plan to carry it inside bag but if I just take trips on neighborhood 7-11 or supermarket, these will be the capturing glances while I bring it.

    Gift by Ms. Julie,

    A White striped offset blue blouse that is just perfect for my blogging or cosplay gigs, its a good casual look but with a touch of elegance, right on time if I need to switch between my two roles on the same day. It can go from casual to classy just by adding beaded accessories, pairing it with a cute skirt or slacks and many more, possibilities are endless, the best thing is that it has its own adjustable belt on place for fitted look.


    Gift by meaw

    A lazy phone holder. He gave it to me for comfort when I'm streaming or watching on my phone. What I love about it is that it's rotatable from landscape to portrait.

    So, there we go, the last one is a special paper from mom, but can't snap a pic of that. Later, she gave me this super loli pantsu.



    Thank you so much again, I know most of you guys are living far away and you've sent me great gifts, I love you all~

    . Wednesday, September 19, 2018 .



    Today is a very special day. I've been blessed since day 1 of the month but the greatest gift is being felt given to me.

    I would never have realized it sooner, but when the situation came, I've found that I am in fact the most blessed with a great gift this birthday special..

    Many times, each year I would be looking forward to having physical gifts. Like a normal girl, I loved dresses and cool stuff that is given every birthday. They are precious and I love them.

    On stepping forward with another age, I've come to realize that pure happiness bearing the ultimate gift of all can be found only with a very simple thing as my family's safety.

    Yes, because I am extremely thankful that our home didn't get too much damage from the typhoon that's above us during my celebration of birth. There were countless disasters everywhere, including near my mom's workplace, but with God's grace, she wasn't there when it happened.

    I've come to realize that I only wanted one thing only for my birthday, and that is to keep safe with my family and nothing more. Maybe it's just how the way a person matures and realizes overtime, that no material thing can ever top of a everlasting happiness that you're safe and sound with the persons you love the most.

    Life is getting tougher for everyone nowadays and social media has kept heating up issues almost everywhere, so many heartaches and disasters everywhere that I can no longer stand and the only thing that keeps a person strong and intact with all these challenges in life, is non other than a genuine person who believes in them, encourages and leads them to grow. No other wealth or expensive gift can top that, so if you're a blessed one, cherish every moment you have with them. Nothing in this world is constant make sure you spend it with them.

    Life is really short, for me its so limited time and I despise the human frailty as weakness, I admit that I am searching for more time to fulfill many things that me and my family dreamt of building together, I feel down sometimes when I know that these dreams we share can take up even a second lifetime to fulfill, but I believe that I must continue this dreams that we created together.

    Mom wanted me to become a medical advocate and I would love to serve for my country the same too, but due to some instances along the way, the road has been blocked, with that in mind, I did not stop and conquered the dreams in small ways I could possibly can. I've shared my knowledge to help people with their cases and surprisingly prevented any future worsening condition from happening.

    Dad and I had a talk before he passed away, we both agreed on same dreams of becoming a legal advocate, I have passion with it and he liked the idea of having a daughter who's able to defend and fight for what's right. The dream did not pursue though, but every moment I am faced with a situation that needs the same, I've utilized every resource I have to fight and defend what is supposed to be done.

    Now, it doesn't end there, I've been working on a project which became a real long term of more than 4 years already and I am ready to finish it, these dreams are shared and so many have sacrificed just to fulfill this, the road is not only rocky but having typhoons too, it feels like I am never going to survive, but I believe I can, as long as I don't stop and continue.

    My birthday is memorable. I'm continuously being blessed and my dreams are all coming true. Being guided by everyone and growing together, I felt even closer. Sometimes though, I get mood swings and thoughts cloud my mind as if I am not being given attention, but I say this to myself, you're not the only person going through tough times in this world, everybody might be busy battling but they will be there for you when the time comes. Just hang on tight, for now, be patient and God will soon send his angels to look after you.

    . Saturday, September 15, 2018 .



    When the clock stroke 12 and September 1 came, I received a great news of gift, lots and lots of opps and sponsorships contacted me especially a great deal of doing the things I love the most. I felt like I was dreaming already but the dream did not stop there. Continuosly, I received new celebratory gifts each day and even had the chance to be invited for a local tv show. I literally did not blink for more than 10 minutes, so shocked and kept telling myself I am not dreaming at all!


    A gift to be paid in doing what you love
    Then much more than that, schedules for the gift have been extended till October, its a big OMG. Often times, if you'd probably see my tired eyes during streams are because I've been up and awake cherishing and fulfilling the gifts, but even with the stream itself are the gifts! Hehehehe.

    I've had so many great birthday celebrations from everyone throughout the whole month and I am overwhelmed to receive such blessings even from strangers I don't know, turned out to be a fan! Thank you!!

    This month I've had a hard time documenting the gifts I received so I am placing them here as my Diary, to remind myself that I am appreciated and loved by so many people, I feel complete!

    The gift of youth
    The best gift I ever received was everyone mistakes me for my age, when you guys have told me that I am in this certain age and was not able to guess my real age even with so many tries, this gave me the best compliment in the world! Thank you!

    When Birthday comes some say that this is another year added to a person's age, that is a fact. For me though I chuckled a lot because with my birthday coming up in a few days I've been told that I am years younger than what they expected,  of course, I am quite happy and overjoyed, but it did not stop there when people started offering me sponsorships that are for a younger age. This give me a real chuckle, I feel extremely flattered already that these opportunities for younger people are offered to me.

    Izakaya cuisines at home
    Then every single day, I was laid down with the most sumptous cuisines my heart desires, the chef even went away just to hunt the rarest and freshest quality gourment. This is literally a dream come true. I do apologize if I wasn't able to snap in pictures, most of the time I would forget because I was so indulged in the moments, I often forget to capture! Goodness me...

    But, with a good happiness shared along the way, I been more than fuelled with motivation to finish every collaborations and sponsorships with you. I'm keeping everything on schedule and without delay.

    Upgrade to Ultima
    It took a while and lots of patience was needed because we had been planning to upgrade my PC to its Ultima and the package finally arrived! Wohoo ! We rushed to a nearby comp. Technician to have the pieces installed and damn my baby is no longer a baby but one hell of a monster ready to devour anything that gets on its way, we tested and did the ultimate stream with it and so you now know I am now everywhere whenever I stream, no more lags!

    The gift of Beauty
    My sponsors saw that my skin hasn't been maintained and its all my fault for not maintaining it at all, so they had me do skin treatment where all the stars go in secret because of its effectivity. This was a sworn secret though I can't disclose, but after a day or a few hours of treatment my pimples cleared and damn it looks like I had korean hydration on my face every night in just one treatment. They were specialized for a busy lifestyle of stars that dont even need maintainance and had makeup even asleep, and with theirs, I can be myself, low maintenance at all and yes, I did have makeup when I sleep and still perfect skin. My only issue is that I haven't gone back for my eyebags treatment because I am lazy. Yes, admit..  Please dont tell my sponsors about this or they'll get mad. Omg. They were exerting so much effort to get me a healthy skin as possible and I keep telling them I feel that I dont deserve a grand treatment because Im not a star and they laughed at me and said "yeah, right and your facebook page live stream star says it all". Uuuuuuhhhh I feel really guilty!

    With all the skeds lined up, I would always lie down in my bed and go straight to sleep because I get all tired from the whole day but I've always have smile in my face before I fell as sleep and beautiful dreams with all the wonderful blessings.

    A good health and happy relationship
    Lastly, a good health for my family. Everything is going great and strong for everyone, the best gift nothing can compare! Mom and meaw are both feeling great and they would ask me go to with them in their exercises and long walks, I'm just soo sleepy though because of my time difference. Nevertheless, so thankful for my cheerful healthy family.



    . Monday, August 27, 2018 .





    Last August 23, 2018, I've been surprised to receive a package, this is the Skinwerx essentials by BBCP skin care products. I can't contain my thrill and excitement to test out the new products, it was exactly at the right time because on these weeks, I'm having hormonal breakouts. I would usually go to a certain skincare hub to solve these issues, but since I was sent the gift package to try out, I decided to give it a solo shot in my face and see if it does wonders. These are FDA approved and was also tested by others as well, these products are homemade and organic, a perfect chance for you, dear girls and guys to see if these products are effective, and why did I say so? because I've never tried homemade products before and this is my first time to do so, I've always been pampered in the clinics but I would be here to test this out and see if the products do work. I see my skin as dry type, has certain conditions of sensitivity, there are products that don't work on my face and some do. We'll see if this does.

    I haven't used any other products than my usual soaps for the past 2 months. Yes, you might be wondering why. It's because when I tend to get indulged with what I'm doing most self-care are sacrificed. I'm also human and a dreamer, who tends to neglect on herself when engrossed, that's why when it comes down to the point that my face has suffered from my neglect, yeah I definitely need an expert and these are God sent on time! I hope~cross fingers. Ok, so moving on let's get to testing!


    The products I was sent are:

    Skinwerx essentials Tomatox Foaming Cleanser,
    Glutamansi Baking Soda Soap with Shea Butter and Tea Tree Oil
    Bentonite clay mask
    Tomatox AHA Serum
    Vegan Blush Balm in Summer


    I've started using on August 27, 2018. I  started with the Glutamansi Baking Soda Soap with Shea Butter and Tea Tree Oil to cleanse my face, then applied the Skinwerx essentials Tomatox Foaming Cleanser. At this Point though I stopped because I accidentally placed the cleanser on my eyes, it reddened, so I lastly only applied the Vegan blush balm on my lips. Gladly, after a few minutes, the redness subsided and no more pain felt in the eyes.


    Let me get you a comprehensive review of the two items:

    Glutamansi Baking Soda Soap  with Shea Butter and Tea Tree Oil

    Properties:
    > has whitening and anti-aging

    Features & Benefits: 
    >Whitens skin, underarms, knees & elbows, prevent pimples & blemishes, acne tightens pores, anti body odor, healthy skin bites.
    >Glutathione which is a powerful antioxidant, calamansi acts as a natural bleaching agent
    >Baking Soda used to exfoliate skin, soften calluses and clean inflamed skin and it may help brighten dull and used with lemon juice.
    >It also works as a natural alternative to antiperspirants.

    Direction:
    > Use as daily soap. Lather all over the body and rinse with water.

    Ingredients:

    >Saponified Coconut oil, olive oil, rice bran oil, shea butter, baking soda, calamansi extract, calamansi peel, Gluta powder, Kojic, tea tree oil, glycerine, fragrance. 

    My experience in using the soap

    Day 1: Just opening the wrapper, splashes a good citrus scent of calamansi. The soap easily foams on hand and glides smoothly when applied, leaves skin feeling soft and refreshed, pimples are starting to look less reddened. Moisture is retained. 

    Day 2: I can't get enough of the scent when I use it. It has cleaned my face thoroughly.

    Skinwerx essentials Tomatox Foaming Cleanser



    properties:

    >Whitening & skin firming

    Features & Benefits:

    >Removes impurities and Helps unblock pores
    >Controls oiliness without drying the skin
    >Prevent blemishes and breakouts.
    >Infused with Tomato extracts and other fruit-based extracts with excellent foaming quality that contains exfoliating, antiseptic, anti-fungal properties that help light acne and hydrates the skin to have a smoother and healthy complexion. It also deeply cleanses the skin, remove surface oils, makeup and dirt.

    Ingredients

    >Water, Glycerin, Propylene Glycol, Licorice Root Extract, Tea Tree Leaf Oil, Citrus Oil, Grapefruit Extract , Aloe Vera Extracts, Panthenol, Citric Acid, Salicylic acid, Cucumber Extract, Squalene, Propanediol Carrot Extract, Tomato Fruit/Leaf/Stem Extract Tocopheryl Acetate, Panax Ginseng, Beta - Glucan, Vitamin B3, Papain and preservatives. 

    Directions: (Best for Acne and Whitens dark spots)

    >Wash your face to remove dirt
    >Pump ample amount of the product
    >Rub and Massage gently to your skin
    >Leave it for 3-5 mins.
    >Then rinse it and dab your face with the dry clean towel.


    My experience in using the cleanser

    Day 1:

    The sweet tomato smell oozes just right after I remove the plastic, it took a few pushes down to get the cleanser but it was handy to have a brush on the bottle itself, plus it's easy to wash. It did get to my left eye and it was painful and reddens, so avoid using it on your eyes. Pimples are slightly reddened but not irritated at first few minutes of use after the face is dried, no redness and drying of pimples are evident. Moisture is retained. Brush feels soft on skin.

    Day 2: I carefully applied it avoiding the eyes, let it sit for a minute or two and washed with water. Pimples have turned brownish and no longer red, flattening is evident.
    Vegan Blush Balm in Summer


    Properties:

    >Enhance your complexion with a waterproof, radiant flush SKINWERX VEGAN BLUSH BALM is a unique cream blush that can be effortlessly blended out over the skin, to deliver a naturally luminous and believable pop of color to cheeks. Crafted with a gorgeous blend of waxes and pigments, the silky smooth formula comes in an array of shades and finishes to flatter any skin tone. BONUS PART you may use VEGAN BLUSH BALM as Eyeshadow and lip tint.

    30 kg, has matte finish, organic

    Use:

    Blusher, Eyeshadow, lipstick

    Directions:

    Sweep cream color over cheeks and gently blend in with fingertips or brush for a radiant pop of natural color. 

    Ingredients:

    Candella Wax, Kaolinite, White Beeswax, Castor oil, Sweet Almond oil, Mica, Titanium Dioxide, Iron Oxides, Choco Vanilla Flavor. 

    My experience in using the Balm

    Day 1:

    Scent: 
    Sweet, chocolate-like scent. *definitely smells yummy
    pigments orange on lips
    easy to apply by twisting the desired length
    moisture retains for 2 hours before reapplication
    I definitely need exfoliation on lips, I haven't done that that yet so it's not equally distributed. I'll do that tomorrow and will upload a new progress for the results. 

    Day 2:

    Exfoliated lips and applied to lips, soft, yummy feeling on result.



    Tomatox AHA Serum

    Benefits:

    Gently exfoliate skin to resurface texture and even out tone, moisturizes, foten, lighten skin, helps minimize the look of pore. Treats pigmentation, acne and other minor condition.

    How to Use: After cleansing, apply 2-3 drops of TOMATOX AHA Serum to your favorite lotion, face cream or tone. Mix well and apply to your body. Avoid eye area. Use sunblock for protection.

    Day 1: No difference seen on pimples yet. Applied to cotton swab on acne affected areas only.

    Bentonite clay mask


    Benefits: Deep pore cleansing
    Revitalization 
    Detoxifying

    Day 1: Skin tightening as mask dries on face. No difference seen but there leaves a feeling of tightened ski after wash. I mixed the clay and water and applied by the use of a brush to face and let it sit till dry, then washed with water. 



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    Will update result for the others on next line.