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    Trixia Salonga

    Hi! I'm Trixia and welcome to my slice of life. I'm not your average blogger, I'm a hybrid of multi-dimensional shoujo, a rare breed of legal loli and a unique original producer of ideas and inspiration. My path goes on the other side of the road which is less traveled, where thrill and excitement rests. This blog holds my inner thoughts, experiences, opinions and out-of-the-ordinary theories which I keep as a journal of my life's highlights. Contact me at reshadollyprincess@gmail.com for collaboration
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    Trixia Salonga in Rosalinda cosplay with grandfather
    Around 10 years old attempt of Rosalinda cosplay with grandpa


    Grandfather prepared and warned me about this future over and over. He stressed that there will be a time that will come that we won't be able to go out of the home freely as we wish to and that a 'silent war' might happen.

    'But I thought countries are all friends now' I said. 'For now' he replied and continued giving me instructions on how I could prepare for such a situation. Grandfather is a world war veteran, he is a role model among our family. He was one who walked in the death march, carrying all the strategies on survival as well as intel for years to come.

    As the years passed, everything he taught to us we're slowly forgotten, some of it even we're forbidden, but I remembered. Now, I feel most at the guilt that I could not carry on his mission to me. However, I met someone with almost the same frequency as his, although sometimes careless on a side but there are points that are on him. He said that the orders can be carried out easily but when such a time comes that we can freely do it.

    A month ago a friend went out to visit his mother ( a senior citizen ), he went all out protection with mask and suit, people laughed at him on his commute at the bus and didn't sit next to him. Later on, we found out that there were people there that have now carried most number of PUIs and PUMs cases in the country with the initial cases relating to his family's friends.

    Supposedly a 'reunion' of the sort from one of his relatives was not invited because only those that can join are the one's who worked abroad and with $. Then the news broke out, it was just like karma to the ones who discriminated against his relatives and a blessing to his relative that he was forbidden to join. The incident paid the price for everybody in the whole region because they were already warned not to travel at that time due to the events, but they pushed through with the 'reunion'.

    Now, when he traces his travel time, he said he did notice some of these people traveling in the same direction as his and they kept a distance from him because they think he might be weird or infected for being on full protective gear. All these stigmas turned out to be a thankful moment when he realizes that he might have gone on the same bus with these people and the sacrifice was worth it.

    These days when he goes out, instead of being feared or judged, people trust him even more since he has the complete protective gear, unlike others.

    I promised grandfather that I would protect his precious gem, but sometimes I have to be honest I give commendation to the old man how he was able to. The gem is stubborn as hell even when everyone around it has warned about this issue, the gem does the opposite of what shouldn't. I left to mumble my apologies and tears to his ghost of how this slips off my hands. He did warn me about the stubbornness of the gem and I underestimated it when I was around 10 years old, promising that I'll take care of it for him.

    Back then, I feel I'm left with no choice and didn't understand why it feels that the universe wanted me to stay working at home. I am faced with consequences when I became stubborn and stayed working at a company. I thought to myself, my promise I made to God that I'll just train outside for a while is up and I kept on going, I too am stubborn. Now, I understand why I am pushed to my limits in seeking work from home. All my prayers answered in one event, just like that.

    The work from home wasn't the only thing that God gave to me. He trained me to survive not going out, did that at Tamago and it was worth it. I didn't understand the value of these experiences before and now they don't compare to any lesson in the world.

    When the news broke out to me, I've already seen posts from my chinese friends, yet, it feels too unbelievable so we didn't prepare at first. Now, it seems that it will turn out for worst. As their government says they are free of the cases, some of my chinese friends caught footages of their fellowmen on the floor, passed out and no one dares to touch.

    My collegue told me, there would be wave after wave of resistance and immunity. It will be turning out for the worst. I only felt a feeling of envy at the time I saw my doll idol and I never thought I'd feel envy again with South Korea. My friends there posts like normal again, as their medical systems on detection and quarantine we're so effective, it only took them short time to solve the worldwide issue. It seems to be far from my hopes as more people become stubborn and won't abide by the quarantine even for a short month's period.

    He told me that the funds would need to focus on detection, facilities and equipment for quarantine to make this work amd that he fears that by sometime the special 'team' would be dispatched soon, which should not be brought to that extent as they are one of the last line of expertise for this scenario. It can't be avoided, because the wave seems to focus on a macho showdown and they'll be awaken by a time that all are worse.

    I feel down and to be honest, my productiveness dwindled immensely. Anxious of everyday especially hearing news that there already affected area a few villages away.

    It's a no wonder grandfather always wants me to fulfill my dreams. He says that not only did they not have this opportunity before, but a time will come that we might be able to do these things when people take them for granted. Looking back, I've fulfilled most of the things I love to do, although I still have plans for more in the future but they would be prioritized according to importance, there would be changes to come and I am hoping they come true.







    . Saturday, March 21, 2020 .

    My grandfather warned us of a 'Silent war', I wish we listened.

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    . Saturday, March 21, 2020 .

    Trixia Salonga in Rosalinda cosplay with grandfather
    Around 10 years old attempt of Rosalinda cosplay with grandpa


    Grandfather prepared and warned me about this future over and over. He stressed that there will be a time that will come that we won't be able to go out of the home freely as we wish to and that a 'silent war' might happen.

    'But I thought countries are all friends now' I said. 'For now' he replied and continued giving me instructions on how I could prepare for such a situation. Grandfather is a world war veteran, he is a role model among our family. He was one who walked in the death march, carrying all the strategies on survival as well as intel for years to come.

    As the years passed, everything he taught to us we're slowly forgotten, some of it even we're forbidden, but I remembered. Now, I feel most at the guilt that I could not carry on his mission to me. However, I met someone with almost the same frequency as his, although sometimes careless on a side but there are points that are on him. He said that the orders can be carried out easily but when such a time comes that we can freely do it.

    A month ago a friend went out to visit his mother ( a senior citizen ), he went all out protection with mask and suit, people laughed at him on his commute at the bus and didn't sit next to him. Later on, we found out that there were people there that have now carried most number of PUIs and PUMs cases in the country with the initial cases relating to his family's friends.

    Supposedly a 'reunion' of the sort from one of his relatives was not invited because only those that can join are the one's who worked abroad and with $. Then the news broke out, it was just like karma to the ones who discriminated against his relatives and a blessing to his relative that he was forbidden to join. The incident paid the price for everybody in the whole region because they were already warned not to travel at that time due to the events, but they pushed through with the 'reunion'.

    Now, when he traces his travel time, he said he did notice some of these people traveling in the same direction as his and they kept a distance from him because they think he might be weird or infected for being on full protective gear. All these stigmas turned out to be a thankful moment when he realizes that he might have gone on the same bus with these people and the sacrifice was worth it.

    These days when he goes out, instead of being feared or judged, people trust him even more since he has the complete protective gear, unlike others.

    I promised grandfather that I would protect his precious gem, but sometimes I have to be honest I give commendation to the old man how he was able to. The gem is stubborn as hell even when everyone around it has warned about this issue, the gem does the opposite of what shouldn't. I left to mumble my apologies and tears to his ghost of how this slips off my hands. He did warn me about the stubbornness of the gem and I underestimated it when I was around 10 years old, promising that I'll take care of it for him.

    Back then, I feel I'm left with no choice and didn't understand why it feels that the universe wanted me to stay working at home. I am faced with consequences when I became stubborn and stayed working at a company. I thought to myself, my promise I made to God that I'll just train outside for a while is up and I kept on going, I too am stubborn. Now, I understand why I am pushed to my limits in seeking work from home. All my prayers answered in one event, just like that.

    The work from home wasn't the only thing that God gave to me. He trained me to survive not going out, did that at Tamago and it was worth it. I didn't understand the value of these experiences before and now they don't compare to any lesson in the world.

    When the news broke out to me, I've already seen posts from my chinese friends, yet, it feels too unbelievable so we didn't prepare at first. Now, it seems that it will turn out for worst. As their government says they are free of the cases, some of my chinese friends caught footages of their fellowmen on the floor, passed out and no one dares to touch.

    My collegue told me, there would be wave after wave of resistance and immunity. It will be turning out for the worst. I only felt a feeling of envy at the time I saw my doll idol and I never thought I'd feel envy again with South Korea. My friends there posts like normal again, as their medical systems on detection and quarantine we're so effective, it only took them short time to solve the worldwide issue. It seems to be far from my hopes as more people become stubborn and won't abide by the quarantine even for a short month's period.

    He told me that the funds would need to focus on detection, facilities and equipment for quarantine to make this work amd that he fears that by sometime the special 'team' would be dispatched soon, which should not be brought to that extent as they are one of the last line of expertise for this scenario. It can't be avoided, because the wave seems to focus on a macho showdown and they'll be awaken by a time that all are worse.

    I feel down and to be honest, my productiveness dwindled immensely. Anxious of everyday especially hearing news that there already affected area a few villages away.

    It's a no wonder grandfather always wants me to fulfill my dreams. He says that not only did they not have this opportunity before, but a time will come that we might be able to do these things when people take them for granted. Looking back, I've fulfilled most of the things I love to do, although I still have plans for more in the future but they would be prioritized according to importance, there would be changes to come and I am hoping they come true.







    . Monday, October 03, 2016 .

    CELEBRATION FIRST MOMENT 
    My Birthday last September 2016 wasn't actually celebrated on the actual date. We were all busy the entire week and I had decided it would be better if we won't be pushing for the celebration, instead I move it later date when I’m off work and the family is not busy too, that way we can all feel and enjoy the moment. The day before the celebration Mom had encountered a Python at the back of our fridge. Upon captive, mom got almost bit, gladly meaw was able to grab the snakes head and stopped its attack. We placed the snake to a temporary cage tupperware while we surrender this to wildlife center. A month ago, our neighbors had warned us of a thigh size snake which headed in our house at the time of flood. It might be this one but we're all unsure if this is the right one since our home is infiltrated with snakes all around, they are not our pets, they are wild and breed almost anywhere since most of our land are uninhabited and untouched. We fed the captive snake with white Mice days after the captive and it has hibernated.


     MY Special DAY

      I am touched when my highschool bestfriend had messaged and greeted me, oh how much I miss our bond, we are miles apart but because of Social Medias we were able to stay in touch each moment. I am very grateful to my relatives who had extended their Happy Birthdays on my special day. Although I was only able to see their messages on my breaks and intervals where I wake from sleep, I am truly blessed that so many have remembered.






    At work I was blessed by great praises from superiors although they are not aware of my special day, which I cant disclose due to reasons. I had a great fun productive week at work, full of achievements and a blessing to others Mom's secretary, Ms. Loida was the first one to ever give me a physical gift and I am truly touched and grateful, arigatou~ Ms. Loida. The gift is perfect! I was actually looking for a cute pouch to hold my necessities when I go for short trips near home and this is outright perfect, ms Loida really knows every persons heart desire and needs!
     

    A week after that I received gift from our relatives with a sturdy box for keepsakes so convenient, Thank you to mama~ Lately I've been receiving great news from my work to business and family which are what I consider the greatest gifts from God.


    I am also protected by my loved ones which are wonderful, my friends are always there whenever I feel lonely and defended me in times that I couldn’t, there is nothing more than I can ask for.

     
    At work I was one of the two who passed their performance requirements and had good standing with attendance. We are currently planning in expanding our Airbnb business and we now can collaborate with Condo owners to extend our five star services as well. This is truly fulfilling. Although I may not be active in Cosplay lately, it doesn’t mean that I've already given up, I'm still only in my probational period at work though so I am focusing on my adjustment but once I settle down, I'm planning to resume in cosplay as usual.


     Lately I was planning to join in at Cosplay Mania but when I filled the leave I was not allowed to, there were plans to cosplay with Steven but when this happened I immediately notified him. It was tremendous feeling when I first had my Salary buy food for my entire family and secure them of whole months supply, everybody has their own department of share I had volunteered to be in the food department. From my first few months I wasn’t sure of what to buy, so I bought some meat and pork, but I noticed that meals must be balanced so I had to plan out a good grocery plan consisted of nutritious foods in variety, little by little I noticed changes to my familys performance, they are more alert and active when I applied the meal plan. Sickness comes to the family often and most of the time due to weather changes and digestion problems, so I had to study and refresh on my medical courses and apply that first to their nutritional intake then coupled with natural herbal medicines. Believe me there were huge differences not only in finances but also in my family's body immune system. At first, we subscribed to otc's l, everything was expensive and most of the time has its after effects, but when I had tried herbal means not only was it able to prevent the disease it has boost their immune too, of course everything is studied, as we are all in the medical field, I had approval from a Doctor, EMT and Nurse and herbologist.



    Job has been very sweet to me. I have been titled to be 1st in performance, attendance and  in the whole team, to reward my self for that I bought a really cute notebook at Japan Home although I'm still unsure what to right on it, two of the most delicious aroma perfume, the apple scented which is best to relax a person during stress and another sweet smell for occasions that I wanted to smell nice.
     
     

    A week after my Birthday we had a small dress up photoshopping competition and I was the one assigned in for the Photoshop. Our Team Leader's concept is Mugshot since the theme is Wild Wild West, it was super fun and exciting to dress up once more.

                  

           
                                                                                                               
    . Tuesday, February 09, 2016 .

    All has been quiet lately. My Social Media's , my blogs, except for the Cosplay Costume of the Year Best Female invitations. Everyone's been wondering what I'm up to or what I've been doing, even for my hackers that monitor my PC 24/7. I have been out in the outside world, and sad to say I've been told to stop my dreams everyday. "Stop your cosplaying!" anonymous exclaimed. I am neither related to this person or have I seen her/him my whole life but when this was said or done thru actions. I kept holding on every single day. I never wanted to rant any hatred to internet no matter what because I have been blessed, blessed enough to reach my dreams, that even wearing a single costume was more than I ever imagined in my whole life. 

    Many People have praised me for the young physique I have. It's like I stopped time, but actually I have so much I sacrificed that I assume as God's gift to me, he blessed me with this youth. My Fans, the people who are striving to reach their dreams became my fuel in this everyday turmoil, it is not only one person that stood up to tell me this but the sad truth almost everybody I came across that same road. 

    One does not understand the value of dreams. In fact if Maslow's hierarchy of needs is revised I would put Dreams on the base or second as one of the top priorities. 

    A person will be able to understand the value of dreams when he / she is usually faced with a life and death situation or at the end of his/her life. Dreams are so hard to attain, a person can go broke or lose everything and because of it, people would only succumb to job or everyday living just to sustain the essential needs, which of course gives comfort and satisfaction - temporarily.

    But what is the essence of life, really?
     Is it to work everyday to sustain for your needs and family and become a robot for a company? I apologize for the sudden use of words but this what I saw in the outside world, not only this week but ever since I was young, gone were the days that dreamers roam this world. Somebody shared an opinion as to why some of the BACK TO THE FUTURE inventions and expectations were not met. It's because people STOPPED DREAMING. THEY STOPPED BELIEVING. It is through dreamers why advancement is seen. It is they that move the world. 

    I still have a lot hope . I can see that even though some people try to stop dreamers,but the dreamers will always find their way, that's why many inventions are now felt and seen from across the globe.

    So my message to all the dreamers, to you:

    I know it's tough, but don't give up! Many like you are out there fighting too. God's given us this Life so we can reach for this and what else are we gonna do? FIGHT FOR IT. REACH YOUR DREAMS. NEVER GIVE UP. if you are tired, rest for a while but never give up.

    . Saturday, October 10, 2015 .

    Upon hearing of the girls in town cheering for an awaited event written on the wall, she couldn't help but sighed, she knew she never had a chance to join the ball.

    She passed by every girls in town, trying out new dresses that they bought, excited and giggly. 

    When she went home,she was greeted by her family with gifts, it was her birthday.

    She opened them and she was teary eyed when saw this:

    This lolli dainty stockings is from her sister Ianne.


    These brushes given to her by the most loving couple her brother Tawey and sister Olive, how she wishes she could go to the overseas and give them my hugs and kisses because they deserve it.

    Her Sweet brother Robin and Mama gave her a piece to show the girl, fairest of them all. Incredibly unique piece coming all the way from dumaguete, an amber mirror.

    She is more than thankful and felt very blessed, these things can help her to dress up for the ball.





                       
    . Friday, October 02, 2015 .

           A curious noble girl begins her journey to see a whole world around her, 






    she jots down all her adventures in her diary, leaves and hids it in places where no one could find, leaving a mark to know where she placed them.    




    Everytime she goes out in a journey, she writes and writes then hids them, little did she knew a man was able to find one piece of her diary,






    Each diary leading to another destination where to find the next chapter.


    The man collected the pieces of the diary and bound them together,




    He gave it to the town's publishing company together spreading a news to held a great ball and invite all noble girls in town.

    The invitation poster is printed:

    Art by : yours truly







                       
    . Wednesday, March 25, 2015 .

    'Hear ye Hear ye!An invitation to all the Princesses around the Kingdom, to join the Grand Showing of Cinderella at SM North'


    and that's how I got invited. Just Kidding! 
    A post by,  my friend Jenica of a Carriage Background at SM The Block caught my attention and urged me to visit. I was very amazed. The next day, we hurried up to go there and took photos. 

    At the Third Floor herein lies the Mirror of Beauty, anyone who stares within the mirror will have everlasting youth.



     and the princess had dilemma with her transportation, then a magical carriage arrives after her fairy Grandmother casts a spell.


    Together with a blue dress



    and a magical glass shoe






    and the princess spent all her day with her loving family (the fairy Godmother)


    princess loved the nature so much



    and her two sisters






    Then the princess met the prince every 3pm and they had a great picture together.


    but the clock strikes to the magical limitation and the princess has to go....



    Goodbye Princess....




    Next chapter of the story, what will happen to the princess??


    Stay tune for the next update